Saturday, September 19, 2009

Leave the Folders? I Say Nay

So after work today the guy who closed with me on grill walks out to my car and says, "Do you smoke?....Oh! You're seventeen, you're not allowed to smoke, never mind. I was going to offer you a cigarette but you're too young." He then takes this as an invitation into conversation which I will admit, it was partly I guess.
But he starts talking about dope and how it's okay as long as it doesn't control your life, he has bisexual tendencies but he would never 'bang a guy' (his words not mine), drinking it more dangerous than dope, I shouldn't become addicted, I seem like a quiet girl; do I like to party? It went on and on and on, and I'll admit I found him pretty cool...despite the fact that he smokes, drinks and does dope. He's my kind of guy, that guy (who is twenty in case you were wondering).
So then he left, saying he didn't want to keep me from getting home...the conversation lasted a half an hour.
BEFORE that though I had a cute guy on a motorcycle behind me on the way to Ash's for the football game party...half of us (not me) are in the band, so we hang out before games...I always try to make it. So as he was behind me, I really wanted to pull over and ask him to give me a ride. I didn't though because then what would I do with my folders? I couldn't leave them in the car.
Ex-boyfriend has a new girlfriend...he says anyway. If this is a way of making me jealous...it's not working because I don't care. That should be awesome, but shouldn't I care? I think maybe there's something not right about me....

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