Okay, so I've applied to college, I'm taking the ACT on the 24th, I'm working hard, and I'm freaking about my English paper. That's responsible right?
Well I'm working on it, way to be supportive. I mean come on, I'm probably the most irresponsible person I know (besides Andrew, but he's in a world all his own so I don't think it's fair to count him) and I've been working really hard (okay, so maybe not really hard, but a half-serious effort. That counts right?) to 'perfect' myself in that particular area.
Like even though I wanted to get far far away from here for college, I came down to earth and realized that since I have to pay for this, I should go in state, close to home. That was a step in the right direction if I do say so myself. As soon as I get accepted (hopefully) I'll start applying for the scholarships that apply to me, and I'm working without complaint and paying what I owe as fast as possible.
I'm looking into checking accounts, and I'm taking out like $5 spending money because of the money I owe. I'm being realistic, and I'm having nightmares that I am fairly certain will not stop until I'm out of college (and even then I can't be sure).
The only thing I think I still need to work on is my need to spend, my lack of self-restraint, my procrastination, my studying habits, and that whole 'mind over matter' thing.
He he...did I say the only thing? Well okay but I have a plan, so that counts too right? I'll work on restraint and the 'mind over matter' and the need to spend first. By showing restraint in what I want to eat and do I cut back spending while making me a healthier person (ideally). By practicing mind over matter I'll start working out, and getting in shape.
Basically, by the time I graduate I hope to be healthy wealth and wise...or at least healthy, smarter and not in debt....or just healthy works.
Man, something tells me senior year is going to be the school year from hell...better go find the ladder, or I may never get out of the hole I'm digging.
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