So What if I do?

So what if I like you? So what if you're all I think about? So what if you're the only person I really want to talk to all day? So what if it irritates me that you haven't responded? That I'm struggling to accept that you're not avoiding me (though I'm convinced you are), that you're just busy? So what if I'm obsessed?
That's my personality. I assume the worst and freak out until proven wrong. If you don't like me and I was right? If you really are avoiding me? Well I'll get over it. I'm not in love, I'm not fantasizing about love, I just want to talk to you. I admit that I obsess, I admit that I'm not totally confident.
If you don't like me, tell me. If you do, show me. I need to be shown, I need it proven.

The Truth the Whole Truth...And A Few Bonus Features

So after embarrassing myself and telling this guy that I liked him (in the funniest way possible), he said that he'd like to take me 'for a night on the town'. Except he gave me some general statement, and no round about date...and he hasn't talked to me since. Mayhaps he hasn't had time to text, but in my 'writer' mind I've already come up with a thousand reasons why, and only two of them are good. Here's the list of possibilities;

• He dropped his phone in the toilet
• He ran over his phone
• He was just being nice and he doesn't actually want to go out with me***(winner)
• I somehow managed to change his mind at my response to HIS response.
• I've already annoyed him to death
• This is all some game, he wanted to see if I'd admit I liked him and he's in cahoots with Brandon.
• He is actually secretly married/dating someone.
• I'm not his type.
• He decided we're way too different to make it work.
• He overdosed on drugs and no one has thought to tell me.
• I'm over reacting and he just didn't have time (I do not think so, but everyone else seems to want to give him the benefit of the doubt).

Those are the reasons I have come up with...so maybe I'm not as self-confident as I should be...not my fault. Also, I lied to him about my sister eating all my milkduds...there's still a box left. But I couldn't exactly say, "My sister ate ALMOST all of my milkduds" could I?